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Name: The Lost Nothing
Birthday: 8/28/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: the dark. listening to music. sitting alone. hateing god. scareing people. writing suicidal letters. sleeping. banging my head into walls. throwing things.
Expertise: throwing things, "self injuring",
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/16/2005
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| mike is the only person i think who can save me, he's my whole life, i love being with him. he makes me feel so relieved. i don't worry as much when im with him. ooh new about my sister and me, she's gonna live with my brother for a while and im going to the grandparents, ooh what fun!, i get to go on vacation with mike on wednesday. we're going by ourselves to florida. i've never been he goes every year. i didn't get to go last year with him, i was in the hospitol. thanks dad. i miss him i haven't talked to him in a week. he's been working with his dad alot lately. i see him tomorrow though, well, i guess im gonna go... bye | | |
| show me something else something i could not tell, i could not see. change your mind, set me free. this keeps breaking, the glue won't hold. i shall always fold. im here to tell you , you won't have this power forever, when i leave i'll never remember. i will change, get better, for myself and him. i won't let you take this worlds good away from me. why do you love to cause me pain? do you know im insane. i can't talk or breath, i wish i couls make you see. see this, what you've done. you can't fix this, you broke it, forever
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| hi, i haven't gotten the chance to put anything in here yet so.. yea i guess i'll do that now. the first thing i want to say to all you little kids out there who have these sites... you all think your petty little problems are so huge and they are ruiening your life, let me tell you right now what hell is like. my life is hell. my mother was a whore, she left me my drunk dad my brother and my sister because she got tired of us. my dad goes to a bar almost every night and comes home wasted and beats my little sister because she's not old enough to know that her father doesn't care that she woke up crying and was scared. my brother barely comes home because he can't stand living in our house. he is the only person beside myself that i talk to. between dealing with protecting my sister and dealing with my own fears and issues it's alot of work. ooh and about cutting your self, yes i cut myself, it's not a trend, do not treat it as such. people who cut themselves are sick and we need help, why would someone want to have a mental illness that contibutes to the self inflicted pain? why would someone want to have that sickness? i don't understand you children who pretend your life is a desaster. you say you cut yourself but why. is it so you can have a "problem", is it so you can tell your friends " hey i need mental help", does being suicidal thrill you? i am suicidal, i know people who are TRUELYsuicidal and we hate it. it's not fun or cool to feel that way. to end your life is a very big decision and should never be tossed around like it is these days. i heard a girl the other day she was talking to her friend she said "yea my parents are taking me to councling because i tried to kill myself last night." i've known this girl for about 7 years, she has nevr had any huge issues in her life at all. it makes me sick to see this going on. please stop and ask your self why you want to be sick and twisted and not function mentally correct. | | |
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